Aaron’s Blog!!

    I finally understood what it means to really have the fire to Follow God. And honestly, I feel that mine is fading.. It is not God who is leaving me, but the other way around. And my heart is really filled with sorrow.. How can this be? From a man who was so passionate to serve God, to worship Him, to pray to Him and to reach out to people for Him to a man who is sleeps in on Sundays and busy finishing his assignments then praying and serving…
    I really do feel ashamed when I thought of this… It might not be fading but static… I am so not sure… But I do know one thing, I feel so isolated, so cold, so tiring… I need You Lord… I wanna come back into your life. I can still feel you holding my hands and blessing me with many things, especially making friends and finishing my assignments in time.. You gave me strength, You gave me love.. You gave me beautiful places to see and to experience the life to be an architect. But I gave nothing back.. I feel so bad. So guilty, my conscience is ripping me apart.. Conscience  is the thing that  u  instilled in me the  most.   Its  my character,  its who  I am…

Lord I pray, HUMBLY pray… that you show me the light, show me the way, back into the streets of Gold, your precious path of love, kindness, fellowship and prayer… Be with me I pray in the time when I need you the most. Amen..

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