Time to write…
Its almost 3 am and yes, this has became accustomed for me to sleep so late. I have class at 8 later. The problem is, i cant sleep. Due to the the mountain load of assignments, i have to stay up this late for the past one month. Guiltyly to say, i haven been to church for 3 weeks and i am kinda feeling guilty. The weekends are the only time i get to sleep as long as i want but that i also couldn’t achieve. The constant stress is keeping me awake and my natural body alarm only allows me to sleep at the max of 6 hours and i decided to just continue doing my assignments. No i did not put my assignments to the last minute. I just have lots to do. Been praying about it.. Asked God to forgive me for being so weak in faith and also negletingto read his word.. This is one of the guilt which i cant let go off. Please pray for me..
Thank God that he finally helped me by letting me keep my nerves and i got to finish two of my so called major assignments. Another two to finish and one is due this friday.. I instilled in my mind that no matter what, i am going to church this sunday. Not of duty but because i long for theword and also for the fellowshipthat i dearly missed. I haven been to close with anyone yet and am still considered as anew comer. I had to tell myself not to get too involved. Is that bad? I am so comfused in this matter for i am so caught up in my assignments.. SOmeone please help me….
Oh yea, i finally got the time to listen to Christian music again and it gave methe joy and peace that i love so much. SOmetimes while driving, i will blast some of the christian song like take it all. HAHA… it feels so much better after singing it. Holidays is still weeks away. Please come faster… but if it does come faster, means my exam is near too… oh no….. But who cares… Only one paper…
Hmmm… while i am so bz, I found that this song is so calming. Heard it at Acts… meaningful, powerful and encouraging…. Its called assuredly yours
Assuredly Yours (Key B-C)
Paradise Live - Set Me Free
Verse
All that I am is in You
All that I seek is to follow You
I run to Your side when You call
There is the hope I am longing for
PreChorus
Just to be by your side
There is hope in my life
There is no greater freedom I’ve found
Chorus
Take my life
And all that I have to give
Take my world
Just inhabit all of it
Take my dreams
Make me assuredly Yours
And indeed i am assurely Gods.. It does soundlike a love song, i admit,but it is a love song to God.. FOr me, that is the most important. LOVE the pre-chorus, there is indeed hope in my life and God’s love is beyond everything.. BEing bz from God made me realize something, everytime i feel even more burdened or stressed, he send angles to help me and encourage me.. For example, my mum who surprisingly call me to take a break and go out to have fun or my girlfriend who insists that i get a good nights rest and take abreak once in awhile and not to engross myself in my assignments. And also bryan and geraldine, who makes me laugh with their jokes and actions. It helps. And i feel that that is the sign from God that he is there caring for me. OH yea.. and friends like Cheng Ing and Patricia who keeps inviting me back to church…(I will go,dun worry) and also lea,who send me a website for a daily dose of God’s word… HAHA… just realized, this is all God’s work and i just noticed. Weird huh, how God works in our life. Well,this is one ofmy testimonies.. Pray for me as always and i do appreciate that.. God bless u all, those who are praying for me. u can msg me if u have any prayer request. Or send me bible quotes which inspires u. Mayb that will helpme with getting daily doses of God’s word.. Thanks..
Love,
Aaron
