Useless writings…
Sunday, November 12th, 2006 It is 3.30 in the morn now and I still cant sleep. No matter how much i try to stop thinking bout things, I just cant. My life is ever changing. Thats what i think of while tossing and turning on my bed, trying to get some shut eye. Thinking bout it, I dunno whether to fear my ever changing life or embrace it. Studies, College, Friends, Family, and my future.. What am I to do with it? The year 2007 is coming near. I will apply to TAylors to further my studies in architecture. That is my plan since I was in F5 and I confirmed my dreams this year. Hope nothing gets in my way in pursuing my dreams. Been thinking bout going home since last thursday after my physics paper(last paper). I am missing my family, my friends and my old life…
Mum told me it is time to let go of childish games like camps and start doing something more mature… I feel that it is right for me to do so but part of me dun want to grow up… I met some great people this year. Sam, Kyle, Choon, Iggy, KAne, KAk Su, Aggy, Ah Ooi and so many more ppl at college.. Most of them keep telling me that i dont act my age. Some even advised me to be more mature so that i can get myself a girlfriend.. Hmmm.. mayb thats y i am still single. Cos i just cant grow up. HAHA… These few friends also taught me something; which is to be careful with ur actions or else u will be involved inthe so called "scandals" in the group.. and I was their main victim for the year.. HAha.. But i had my fun.. It was worth the experience. Thanks to them, I learned how to play pool, snooker, bowling, paintball, go-carting and think of different excuses to just have fun,
Guess next year will be diff. No more togetherness we had with each other, mayb not completely but all I know is that next year we will all be busy with our individual dreams. Some want to do mass com, some engineers, some biotech, some buisness and comerce, and some outliers like me, an architect. Haha.. I believe we will all be too busy compared to this year.. Gonna miss those days.. Praying that we will still remember each other.. I dun wan this friendship or any other friendship i have to end. Life must go on. I cant hide in the hole for pity instead, I need to stand out and take chances.. Isnt that what we need to do in Life? I guess so. That is what i have been studying in English.. Personal growth. To Improve myself in different aspects..
I think i gotta stop.. Useless RambLings now.. But it is nice to write here…. I get to let go of some uneasy feelings. God, I pray u will forever be with me and my friends. Help bind this friendship I have with those i meet and befriend in life because Lord, Each friend i have in life is like a puzzle piece and each new experiences is a lesson to improve myself. Thank u Lord, For these people. Bless them I pray. Amen.










